How much do you Trust God? This can be found out by looking at the food in your pantry and your fridge and your stockpiles. Do you Trust God to provide food for you everyday?

I have been villainized because I needed help with food, car, bills, death process of my Mother and finding all things to be fully present with God in my life. Most people do not put God first and those are the people that are treating me with the utmost disrespect. Do you know that I was telling everyone that my Mother was dying and they ignored me and didn’t believe me?

Fast forward to these people, who are supposed to be family, pushing me in the path that has been waiting for me all along. These same people always threw stones and I was quiet for the most part, but then speaking when the betrayal became undeniable and detrimental. Now though, a whole new level.

One of my favorite songs has always been, She Talks to Angels by the Black Crows. Specifically the lyrics:

“Yes, she’ll tell you she’s an orphan
After you meet her family…”

Truth be told. I am tired of being quiet. I am tired of being manipulated. I am tired to being lied to, lied about and assumptions made based on their lack of faith. I am tired of foxes, people thinking they are clever and doing people dirty. I am tired of people faking to care.

Back to food. Dancing with God, Day 5. Eating at The Hope in DTSB is the most beautiful experience. A full balanced meal, everyday lunch and dinner is available. No one judging me. People being curious about why I am there, of course, but do they judge it, no.

There is a big difference. Curious means a seeking for understanding is at play. Judgment just means lies, assumptions and more lies.

Food. Do you have food in your fridge that you are saving for a rainy day? Do you throw away half of your dinner or waste leftovers? Do you know that I do not have this luxury? Do you know that I have been without a home since August 4th, 2025, the Feast Day of Saint John Vianney.

Do you know that the following Day is the Feast Day of Our Lady of Snows and the very next day after that is the Transfiguration of Jesus Christ.

Do you know that God is testing you with my circumstances? Do you know that our circumstances do not define us?

Do you know that 99% of the people will say No to God if that means that they can keep their job?

Do you know that 99% of the people will say No to God to uphold a fake reputation?

Do you know that 99% of the people will lie about you because they are afraid of people seeing the truth about their character?

Watch God Work.

“John 2

New King James Version

Water Turned to Wine

2 On the third day there was a wedding in Cana of Galilee, and the mother of Jesus was there. ² Now both Jesus and His disciples were invited to the wedding. ³ And when they ran out of wine, the mother of Jesus said to Him, “They have no wine.”

⁴ Jesus said to her, “Woman, what does your concern have to do with Me? My hour has not yet come.”

⁵ His mother said to the servants, “Whatever He says to you, do it.”

⁶ Now there were set there six waterpots of stone, according to the manner of purification of the Jews, containing twenty or thirty gallons apiece. ⁷ Jesus said to them, “Fill the waterpots with water.” And they filled them up to the brim. ⁸ And He said to them, “Draw some out now, and take it to the master of the feast.” And they took it. ⁹ When the master of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and did not know where it came from (but the servants who had drawn the water knew), the master of the feast called the bridegroom. ¹⁰ And he said to him, “Every man at the beginning sets out the good wine, and when the guests have well drunk, then the inferior. You have kept the good wine until now!”

¹¹ This beginning of signs Jesus did in Cana of Galilee, and ^[a]manifested His glory; and His disciples believed in Him.

¹² After this He went down to Capernaum, He, His mother, His brothers, and His disciples; and they did not stay there many days.”

in Jesus’ name. Amen.