God is telling me to share what Light I see while I am in the Dark. Today, He woke me up to saying the Lord’s Prayer. I was moved to get on Indeed to keep applying for jobs, after a year of searching for one and being in debt up to my eyeballs. I was then moved by God to “go to the River” where I immediately saw a chalk writing of “Christ is King,” was surrounded by feathers and a hopscotch. He reminded me that I know The Way. The feathers mean God’s angels to me. Christ is King was etched into the cement of my last apartment. To me, it is the story of love finding the way, flowers blooming through the cement, love winning against all odds. That is my life right now. All odds appear to be against me but I see Protected, Provision and Providence from God in the midst of it all. The hopscotch appeared in 3 key places last year and has now been paired with all of the above.

I continued to listen to God, be still and receive His presence by the river.

I had an eye appointment scheduled for today, happens to be the Feast Day of Our Lady of Mt. Carmel. The establishment of the Carmelite order is connected to Elijah. While sitting amongst the feathers, the hopscotch and the Christ is King reminder a boy walked by named Elijah. When all of this really started to take root years ago I was guided to Elijah, the roses, Moses and The Transfiguration of Jesus Christ. That feast day of the Transfiguration is August 6th. I ended up rescheduling my eye appointment for today and lo and behold they made it for the Feast Day of the Transfiguration of the Lord.

I started driving to Corydon, Indiana where God keeps leading me for “The Vision” and saw 155 EW and K. I had seen 1.55 just last night paired with Van der Waals radius and Nitrogen. I had just tossed out my notes on “EW?” yesterday. Seeing it twice today with 1.55 and K made me realize it is a Sacred STEAM connection. Let’s break it down:

1. Van der Waals radius 1.55
2. Balanced equations = K
3. What worked before no longer works. Things that were unsafe and being shared are now blocked by the P elements.
4. Rubidium
5. Proverbs 3:5-6
6. Philippians 4:13
7. God Supplies every need for His Glory
8. EW = Baldwin effect
9. Giant Eagle – Freedom Victory
10. NN – excess Nitrogen
11. Water
12. Hydrogen
13. “Point Set”
14. Pair it with T
15. Hot air
16. Ion
17. TiN

Back to it – as I arrived to Corydon, Indiana after noticing the connections of Sacred STEAM God told me to go to the library and get food resources. I did and what do I see, a license plate right outside that said, Agnes Dei. Agnes Dei was the little red heart path that Christ took me on last year while my mother was dying and everything and everyone was attacking me. Welcome to being a child of God in the middle of a $%^& storm. Thing is, Nothing is impossible with God. Watch God Work.

Before I get to the library, I pass Walmart, where my eye exam was supposed to be and lo and behold right next to it is the Mustard Seed Thrift Store. This is what God showed me when He first sent me to Southern Indiana last year. Jesus paired it with Faith of the Mustard Seed, the Wheeler Mission, which come to find out after a Holy Spirit slip from a priest is St. James Church in Louisville, Kentucky. (The Wheel – Ezekiel Chapter 1) I knew years in advance that God would have my journey with St. James after my Mom had passed and here we are full circle. The Beatitudes, the All Seeing Eye of God, St. Ambrose, 159 angels, Psalm 91, the Wheel, the story of Martha, Mary, Lazarus, Heaven being within me, helping the Homeless and St. Francis. To top it all off John 3:16 with an Irish Blessing that I originally found when doing a holy move of visiting 7 churches while my Grandma was dying. A Notre Dame Lawyer actually had his mother in the same group home as my grandmother and gave my grandma a pink rosary to pray on for him and his mother. During this 7 church call to Heaven the Irish Blessing came to me at the Church of St. Dominic in Bremen, Indiana. St. Dominic is known for receiving the rosary from Blessed Mother Mary. The Grotto of Notre Dame is where I said my very first novena and it was for the right to life. Looks like this is really about my right to life, being Holy and seeing God.

On July 4th I saw…”But God” and the rosary. All of Hell is trying to bring me down but the Giant Eagle, God Himself is saying No, not my daughter. Do not touch her and now that you have, here comes a combination of a hurricane, cyclone, tornado, tsunami and earthquake. God is doing something never seen before. He is the Avenger.

On the way home from the Corydon adventure I saw Jesus is Lord. When He sent me to Gatlinburg last Summer the message was, “When you feel like there is no more hope, Jesus is Lord and Christ is King.” It comes from surfing a mountain built on being connected to my two brothers. One brother is from The Lord and the other not so much. I did a painting for the not so much one last night, the color orange and a hot air balloon. Lo and behold, after I was immediately led to a children’s t-shirt that said Proverbs 3:5-6 a man named Eric wearing an orange shirt walked in. The reason all of this is happening is because of my brother’s legacy, Eric’s Promise, to be more giving. The devil tried to handle it and when the time was right God unleashed me to protect it, against a whole town, the Catholic Church and everyone else who thought they were entitled to poisoning my brother’s innocent heart and making his promise political. After I saw the man named Eric in the thrift store my eyes were turned to the words Do Everything With Love, Blessed, a field of Sunflowers and doing it all for the Glory of God. The Rose has the last say, is YHWH’s Encore and that Rose is named Our Lady of the Most High Jesus Christ.

Proverbs 3:5-6

New International Version

⁵ Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
⁶ in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight.^[a]

Isaiah 54:17

New King James Version

¹⁷ No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord.

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I will fight until the Lord brings me home and I will not fall. I will not fail and I already stand in His Victory even if by the world’s standards it looks like I lost.

I have nothing material holding me together but I do have God’s Hammer. He is speaking and this is now peaking.

In Jesus’ name. Amen.