Philippians 4:13

New King James Version

¹³ I can do all things through ^[a]Christ who strengthens me.

Have you ever been built behind the scenes, you know like behind a curtain of sorts? I have. Of course only hindsight shows me so. When you don’t have any Spiritual Directors what do you expect? You learn blind. You learn blind but it’s kinda like going for the piñata. You’re swinging and you’re blindfolded and you’re hoping that you nail whatever is in front of you. You know that once you do, if you do, there’s a huge sweet reward. Someone else though (in this scenario that someone is God) filled the piñata so you don’t even know what the reward is. You just keep swinging until you hear the reward hit the ground. We hear it first then we see it.

I just went through a lifetime of obstacles to get to one day of finality. Today. I’m sure now that St. Anne and St. Joachim are clapping their hands and stomping their feet because this wildcat can’t be beat. I grew up with St. Joseph and we were the wildcats. 🙂 I then went to Marian and we were the knights. Let her pass the round table said. She holds the Ark, Heaven whispered into their ears. Be patient, it’s coming, the surprise from the piñata.

I never knew that God could gift anyone such patience. To build in silence. To earn in silence. Earn His Keep. That’s the reward. What does that look like in real time and on Earth? We will find out soon.
When I was first sent another way Blessed Mother Mary told me to do what Jesus tells me. Now that I am here, I think back to a golden arrow, a hospital, John 3:16, my family roots and a hell coming out of seemingly nowhere. When that happened, the night before I saw, “Do what your Mother tells you.” At that time last year I didn’t understand. I thought, “My Mom?” No way. Now, I realize, being what was shown to me since last Thursday what God meant was, “Do what Our Lady of Lourdes tells you.” She is the patron of my brother’s legacy, of Marian High School. I have been devoted to her on a whole extreme level since I came home from Colorado. She called me to the rosary. If you say the rosary, you MIGHT understand. If you don’t pray the rosary, forget it. Go read something else and go bother someone who cares. At this moment in my life I have seen Hell more times than I can count. The Hell that is being released now, only Blessed Mother Mary can handle it. Only she can remove the evil. Only the rosary can do it. This is a new kind of Hell, one designed for God’s warriors that see what is not seen and hear what is not said. We walk through the day with night vision and act in complete alignment of God’s Will. It takes a human with miracle ears to live this mission filled life. It takes a trust that is almost unheard of. It takes me. The Divine Release is here., in Jesus’ name. Amen.