When Grandma needed a prayer I was moved to John Chapter 6, the Bread of Heaven and straight to Mass at St. Joseph Grade School of South Bend, Indiana. I had never been there for Mass but my Grandma, the instrument of Eric’s Promise, was dying. God was moving me to the Word, the Eucharist and a path directly linked to what all of this upheaval has been about.
Grandma was an avid Notre Dame lover. Her and Grandpa loved their season ND basketball tickets and adored the Grotto. She ended up praying on a pink rosary for a ND Lawyer and his dying Mother as her last holy move. As she was almost to her last breath I returned to rosary to this man. His Mother ended up dying on the day my Grandma was buried.
My Grandma is my protector, notifier and point of conduct. Codes written by prayer are etched into unseen and hidden places. Hidden in plain sight and keen to the eye of those married to the Holy Spirit.
When Grandma prayed me home before her fall the owl showed itself and so did the strength of her prayers. I would tell her to stop praying to bring me back to Mishawaka as this was going against my prayers but in the end I came home to turn every stone. Now, the Cornerstone has taken root and anchored me in.
I understand the multiple assignments now.
1. Protect my family at all costs, those of the faith. The pure hearted ones. The honest ones. The kind ones. Their love needed protected. Their truth was being tainted.
2. Expose the darkness at the right time. The source of the fall.
3. Rebuild it at God’s directive. Seek guidance at every turn. Remember our connection to Saint Mother Teresa.
4. Repeat 1-3.
Safe Donations.
Problem 1:
Our food pantry system is widely based on processed goods and canned goods.
Possible Solution 1:
According to the American Oncology Institute BPA Free canned goods need to be donated. Look for this on the label.
Possible Solution 2:
Focus on donating organic foods.
Possible Solution 3: Starve the pantries that donate cancer causing items and let them know an alternative.
Example: Community meals from reliable resources.
Problem 2:
Our current leaders in the food pantry system request items that are not food conscious. They push to feed no matter the consequences to health.
Possible Solution 1:
Think for yourself. “Is what I am donating healthy or just a cheap bandaid to fill someone’s stomach?”
Problem 3:
Our current leaders in the food pantry system push foods that are known to cause cancer.
Note: Example: According to the American Oncology Institute canned meats fall into the category of “Leading Culprit” to causing cancer. Canned Tuna and Canned Chicken are a staple in food pantries. Another bandaid.
Note: Example: Hotdogs are an easy “fix” and are donated regularly through the food pantries that offer refrigerated items. This is another Leading Culprit.
Possible Solution 1:
Google and research billion dollar companies that are currently being sued for causing cancer and do not donate their food.
Possible Solution 2:
Donate eggs instead of hotdogs.
Possible Solution 3:
Donate an alternative source of protein. Again, do your research prior to donating.
Example: Peanuts, Walnuts, Almonds, Cashews etc.

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